Sinner or saint

Missy

Am I a sinner or a saint
As i dwell trough my life
I do what I can
But It feels like a dive

A dive in to the deepest
And the darkest of my soul
As I am swimming in emotions
That even I can not control

Am I a sinner or a saint
When I do what I do
For the best that i can
And the hell I go trough

The truth about me
And everything I do
Even what I feel
And how I act from my view

Am I a sinner or a saint
It is how it is
And I can never show you
How it is to be like this

All the dark sides of me
Wich I really wanna change
And I hope that I can
Have that power in my range

Am I a sinner or a saint
When i act like both
Sometimes sweet sometines bad
Feels like a wolve in sheeps-cloth

Trying to fight all the bad instincts
Those that come from deep within
Though the wolve is a wild animal
Is that what I have always been?