Why I'm alive?

Patros Fibros

 Only I console myself,
 Consolation of what was done.
 sometimes I want to die,
 And I wonder why I'm not gone.

 The Bully - he was right,
 I'm not cut out for this world.
 I'm not ready for this fight,
 My whole life is being spun round.

 I don't know why I am alive,
 I don't know why I do not die.
 There's too much grief in my life,
 Still living and I don't know why.