Rehab

Ghostwriter

The past remains,, in my head.
Feeling dizzy.,,And i have brain zaps.
Ptsd driven me mad.
Re-livings it's like i'am back.

Have to cancel my Rehab.
The Education that I never had.
Always looking to fill the void.
Stop the weed . And stopt the smoke .

Subconsciously I look for replacement.
Eating more , find wine in my Basement
shifting the problem,
but better erase it.
You can't get rid,
so you have to face it.

Building walls , instead of bridges.
But deep inside, I wanna have kisses.
Pushing people from me away.
Afraid for rejection,,, because my behave.