This is ME!

Will I am!

I know you think,
I got it all figured out.
Because I wear a happy mask, every single day,
But I’m just a boy with his heart pouring out of his head.
I wish that you could see the pain that I’ve seen and,
All the time I spent being not me.
I hope you know,
It’s not always happy in my head.
Because I don’t know,
The perfect road to go now.
I’m trying my best to be okay,
But every day it’s so hard.
I’m holding my breath till I can say,
All the words I want to say from my heart.
I have to ignore my ugly head,
And listen more too my heart.
Every day, every night,
I’m hurting, I cry myself to sleep.
I’m struggling with who I am,
It’s so hard to find me.
My body isn’t really mine,
It’s not a part of ME.
I’m a boy in my head,
I’m a boy in my heart.
So, yeah, I’m a boy,
But only on the inside.
The outside is ugly,
That is not a part of ME.
My head is the negative side of me,
My heart is the positive side of me.
But both say me that I’m a boy,
I’m a boy, I’m ME, I’m William!
If you don’t accept that,
Than just go and fuck you!
I’m not going to change for you,
This is who I am, and that sit!