Forever near

Anja k

No one knows how i feel inside.
no one knows the feelings i hide.
the pain , the anger inside of me.
i wanne be happy and i will never be.
i lost you and i cannot bear.
i want you here but you'r up there.
you went so soon ,without a word.
i told you things ,i hope you heard.
I will never have peace with you away,
But i know in my heart, you coudn't stay.
Now you are there and i am here,
But in my heart you are still near.