Why

Mechelina van Tilborgh

Inside the conflicting feelings rise
Now that things becomes hard for you
You want to be back at my side
Thought you could, but that is not true
I am just feeling so powerless
And my broken heart, again it starts to ache
Yes, we tried, but what was left
Was painfully shattered with every mistake

I am tired of this repetitive empty show
You cannot follow me, where I go
You only take all and never giving
It’s your world you keep in living
Your own world without me
It never will be us who you see
For you I changed my way
I didn't know it would take my dignity away

The echoes of our once love, I hear
Haunts me through night and day
Can't remember when we were bright
Where did we lose all the loving light
You see, I still hold you so dear
I never thought it would go this way
My sadness and tears I cannot hide
You really have hurt me deep inside

I thought our love was so strong
But as always, life had other plans
Caught in a loop we can't break
When will you know what's at stake
Why don’t you see me
Why won't you hear me
But you laugh and keep on playing
In your world of endless swaying

Why is it so hard for you
Why do you keep hurting me
Why can't you change your ways
Why… can't it be different
Now time has made it very clear
We can no longer just pretend
Our dreams together disappear
We can’t turn back, this is the end

Oh I still hold you so dear
I wish it never would go this way
But my sadness and tears I cannot hide
You have hurt me to deep inside