She's not there

Sarasvati

Alone with myself hiding in a comforting mist.
Deaf, blind and numb.
Outside the noise is too hard, the lights too bright and my life too hard.
I just want to go home
But I know there's something wrong
I don't want to see that she 's not there
She's not sleeping in her bed, not resting in her chair..
Only the hair in her brush and the smell on her clothes are still here.
I feel so homeless, the loneliness sufficates me. And I have nowhere to go. I just want to be with her,never leave her alone. There's a hole in my soul, a hole in my heart a hole in my everything.