my regrets

Merel Maris

I’m living with regrets
regrets I can not talk about
my past it haunts me everyday
I’ve let them walk over me
it'll never be the same
all the words they've said
there stil in my head
I wish I would have done anything
anything to make ik better
I can not let it go
I don’t wanna hate no more
I tell them how I feel
they say it’s all my fault
I can not love them no
they made me hate myself
I’m giving up
it’s all I can
I don’t want to
but I have to