night

Merel Maris

at day
everything is okay
at night
there’s an internal fight
the dark side comes out
the side you try to hide
the anxious side
the side filled with fear
you hate that side
you push it away
but it’s always there
you can feel it at day
when you’re pretending
pretending you’re okay
you try not to feel it
but at night
it’s all too much
it comes out
and you feel everything
everything you pushed away