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The orange rope

Then I say this.
Then I say that.
But actually,
I'm saying nothing.
Then I do this.
Then I do that.
But actually,
I'm doing nothing.

It's all the same to me.
Life will still rush by.
And no matter what I do,
No matter how hard I try.
The fact that I'm given a life,
Just doesn't quite satisfy.

Then I see this.
Then I see that.
But eventually,
I'm seeing nothing.
Then I want this.
Then I want that.
But eventually,
I only want one thing.

An insignificant existence.
When will it all stop?
My mind's already gone.
Now I just have to wait,
'Til the day my heart says:
Thanls, but I'm giving up!

What a shame.
What a dreadful waste.
A waste of space.
With a deceiving face.
I'm here,
But I'm not
I'm flying high,
In my sweet spot.

It's the only thing that does the job.
The only thing that can be satisfying.
Just depends on what,
And how much you're using.
It's not always that bad.
Especially when you've lost all understanding.

I've chosen my path.
Drugs leaded the way.
Always convincing me,
That it'll be all okay.
I know how it ends.
Nobody wins.
Everybody ends up hurting,
Being punished for my sins.

I'm sorry for not being.
Not being the person you'd like me to be.
I'm sorry for causing you all the heartache.
And i surely do agree.
After all you"ve already been through,
You don't deserve any more of this agony.

It was a while back.
I saw it laying there,
That orange rope.
How much more can I bear?
It looks like it'll hold just fine.
Why not give it a go?
What do you have to lose?
If you won't try, you won't know.

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