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Why am I still alive?
Why am I so wrong?
Al the toughts, my anxiety,
The hate of myself.
I can’t handle it no longer.
They think it are just thoughts,
But I think it’s me…
I can’t sleep,
I don’t want to eat or drink.
I feel me down all the time
I can’t enjoy things anymore..
I hate myself, I have to die,
I’m to fat, I’m to ugly..
Why am I still on this world?
Why does everyone love me,
While I hate myself so fucking much?
I don’t know, I just can’t get it..
I lost myself on the black infintite road,
I don’t know if it wil ever end..
I there a end of this road?
Can I find the highway,
To the real me, again?
Even if I can’t take it anymore,
I have to stay strong and hold on..
I have to believe that,
There will be a day,
That I am myself , for real!
Have to believe
Why do I exist?Why am I still alive?
Why am I so wrong?
Al the toughts, my anxiety,
The hate of myself.
I can’t handle it no longer.
They think it are just thoughts,
But I think it’s me…
I can’t sleep,
I don’t want to eat or drink.
I feel me down all the time
I can’t enjoy things anymore..
I hate myself, I have to die,
I’m to fat, I’m to ugly..
Why am I still on this world?
Why does everyone love me,
While I hate myself so fucking much?
I don’t know, I just can’t get it..
I lost myself on the black infintite road,
I don’t know if it wil ever end..
I there a end of this road?
Can I find the highway,
To the real me, again?
Even if I can’t take it anymore,
I have to stay strong and hold on..
I have to believe that,
There will be a day,
That I am myself , for real!
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