Like a man

Will I am!

I cry, I feel,
My heart is to broken.
The pain is real,
I try hard not to break.
I don't know how now continue,
My head is one big chaos.
I break, I fall,
I always want to die.
But I can't,
Because of my friends.
I have to stay strong,
and survive it like a man.
I try so hard as I can,
To not give this fight up.
Sometimes I can't handle it,
But I have to carry on.
I can't handle all of that fuss,
from all the people around me.
But I gather all my courage,
And I hold on tight.
Although I feel like a bad, too fat and terrible person,
I have to stay strong and carry on.
Though I have to puke a lot,
Because my head said I'm too fat.
I have to be stronger,
Than my head, my thoughts.
I have to survive this,
This hard and heavy journey.
Although I can't handle it sometimes,
I will also be okay at some day.
I don't know when,
But I have to keep believe that that day is coming ever.
I feel me so lonely,
But I know I'm not alone in this fight.
There are a lot of people,
Who help and support me.
They accept me how I really am,
When I'm with them, I can be myself.
I'm happy that I have them,
I can't live without them.
My friends are my everything,
They are the reason I don't give up.
we can't do it alone,
So, let's fight together!
We can survive this,
This terrible and heavy journey!
Come one, we can do this,
Although we can't believe that always.
We are strong, let show your strength,
We are going to rock this shit!
We are going to survive this,
Like a real man!