I have to go

Zomaar-Iemand

 When tears are winning
 And I cannot without fears
 Anger leads me al the time
 And frozen is my heart

 I want to go

 I’m awake and so tired
 I cannot cry, but feel
 Tears silently flow
 I must hide for myself

 I gotta go

 Theater is usual for me
 My mask brave and hard
 I fight for what I couldn’t
 But run for all the other

 I must go

 I can barely see the life
 The colors are dark and pale
 I’m hopeless and exhausted
 I cannot fight or love anymore

 I have to go

 But my promises stop me
 They hold me alive
 They think they help me
 But I cannot admit

 I cannot go