Pretending mind

YvU

 Pretending mind,
 Shifting time,
 That ain't me,
 That's not mine,

 I need some rest,
 Please be kind,
 Please please please,
 Erase, rewind,

 It's in my head,
 Not outside,
 We never met,
 But still we fight,

 Thoughts, voices, fantasy,
 Emotions, set up and memories,
 Associations and connections that could never be,
 All lies, but to me,

 It's still uncut reality