I love, i hate

Daemned

Trapped inside, hiding it all. Way to shy and scared to fall. Is it real? I don't know. It feels like I'm stuck inside this show.

I'm dangling like a puppet to your ropes, you swing me around with all these hopes.
My wishes my fear, it's like I'm not realy here.

Am I alive? I don't know, it feels like I'll be dead by tomorrow. You cut those strings even though you made me believe.
But right now I just want to leave.

I'm stuck inside this mess, I even care less.
Whatever happens doesn't matter. I'm crawling up inside your sweater.

Crying my eyes out, my brain needs a time-out. Please let me go, make me stay. It's all blurry, I can't live this way.

I love, I hate. I hate, I love.
I love, I hate. I hate, I love.

Shaking on the bathroomfloor, smashing your fist through the door. Cuddling on the chair, with my fingers through your hair. A fairytale trapped inside a nightmare.

Kissing my lips, holding my hips. Bruises on my skin, wondering if I could ever win.
Beat you with my head because my heart ain't beating. You take away my life, like I'm not breathing.

Slowly choking me, barely awake.
You like it when I'm scared and when I shake. I do whatever you want, I'd even give you my heart.

Looking at me, watching me cry. Is it ever enough for you? I can't get through the night.
I'm afraid, you laugh at me.
Blood everywhere.
You like what you see.

Stop, please stop. It hurts, my skin... It burns.

I hate, I hate, I...

~DAEMNED